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[27 Nov 2007|03:26pm] |
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O's over, prom's over, and mcr in just two weeks! : D figure yourself.
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[22 Jun 2007|12:04am] |
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am off to bintan tmr morn. well well. i shall enjoy what's left of the hols! and prepare to die only when i've come back. hello term three. i'm not ready to start mugging but here you are. i swear i'll study real hard. not like i've any other choice. but i keep thinking about guides guides guides. i miss guides. i really miss guides. i suddenly feel like doing gateway now. i know i'm random. guides guides guides.
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[20 Jun 2007|08:22pm] |
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thank you for the well wishes.
thank you for taking me out on my birthday.
just one knock, and it will shatter.
that's how it is.
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[20 Jun 2007|02:02am] |
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okay. i DECLARE, my homework will never be finished. ONE day left to do and let see, i've still got... bio physics chem(i tried to do but i dnt knw how to do more than 2/3 of it?!) TWO chi papers alot of egeog. and to add on, studying for next weks tests. hohoho. and i declare i'll never finish studying either. well well well. the june hols just flew past, just like that. ahh.
i just deleted the whole chunk on camp. i've just got a few simple things to say.
good job done gateway, its my fault for the last minute work cause of my initially over ambitious idea. but i've tried my very best and i knw you people, ethel and rachael have done so too!
i was super pissed but i guess we've cleared things up, so i shall forget about it. after campfire we had a super long talk till 2am, i guess things are better now though they'll never be where it once used to be. promotion, and transfers. i'm sorry. felt super bad and sad to see you guys leaving.
i really hate people who butt their way in, thinking they are so big, giving crude commets, without even finding out the truth first. i hate all of them, and you. just you.
camp and campfire may not hace been as successful as we wanted it to be, but i've just got to say, i really tried. and i'm sorry for the stuff i forgot. and every other mistake i made.
well well, that's all i have to say. or rather, some things i just cant put them down. yeah.
i really miss guides alot. keep thinking about the past memories. i love gateway and guides :D
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[19 Jun 2007|12:03am] |
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am tired an sleepy now, waiting for the stupid chinese holiday hmwk to print out :x i think am sufferring from missing guides syndrome -.- i'll blog about camp another day soon. hohoho.
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[13 Jun 2007|10:53am] |
CAMP HOLLYWOOD ACTION! uh, is just tmr, i so cant wait. :D
okay i know am going to regret it if i leave my house w/o packing at least half my camp bag BUT, apparently i dont have time to pack now either. ah wells, i think i shall stick to packing late tonight when i reach home. hoho. going to school soon to pack the den and discuss guides stuff! and then i'll lack of sleep serverely again, cause the only day i could sleep long was last night, BUT it didnt work. cause i only slept at like what 4 am?! boohoo.
pst. may i know you wont see this soon, BUT sorry your letter's going to be kind of messy, cause i sort of fell asleep writing yikes! was ultra tired :/ hoho.
alright, i'll try packing abit for like 10min now before leaving the house :O before i really die tonight.
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[10 Jun 2007|05:36pm] |
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i so cant concentrate on studying anymore. i guess i just have to really mug hard after camp, when it's all over. really dont want guides to end though :/
going to school everyday, from monday to saturday next week. at least its no more lessons so i wont feel so tired. having gateway on monday and tuesday, settling den stuff and everything else on wed, camp from thurs to sat. i hope gateway goes well, though i have this ultra bad feeling about it, and campfire too. and if only everyone would cooperate and make live easier. hoho. hope it wont be embarrassing out there.
just another six more days. oh how fast time really passes. doing farewell presents now. many man more to go :O
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[07 Jun 2007|11:41pm] |
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i shall learn my lesson and not sleep at 6am on a weekend with school. it totally disrupted my sleep and i've been super sleepy this entire week :/ at least tmr's the last day of school. i so cant wait for 2pm to come. finally the real holiday starts. it's not much left and it's not exactly holiday but study but still, no boring lessons, and more guides instead. for one last final week.
got super pissed today, kept feeling like bashing some people up. i still do. purely ridiculous, unreasonable, whatever shit.
hopefully tmr wnt be an irritating day or pissifying day, but i highly doubt so.
8days left. which reminds me i spent 130bucks on farewell altogether. so i've become highly broke. at least i returned my mum that 100bucks i borrowed 2months ago back today. i need to start doing farewell presents or i'll never finish. and i srsly think i will start packing for camp only on wed 11pm, for am simply too lazy to pack in the morning. heehee.
everything's becoming so screwed. somehow or other.
wells, i shall finish my very last guides logbook NOW. after more than half a year.
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[31 May 2007|03:34pm] |
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am so not supposed to be here but i cant help it :O it's been a LONG time since i last use com. like what? 11days?! aha, it's long to me at least. lol.
updates of the past 10days. err, i cant really remember though. erm, got back ppr? well i did ONE point better than i expected and i was like rejoicing till i realised it's actually kind of bad oops -.- but still. wells. studied, talked, watched pirates. kind of retarded and johnny depp is totally GAY.
okay and so last thurs was supposed to be the last time on the phone before. and then somehow we ended up talking on friday. and saturday. and then i wasted my whole weekend away stonning cause i was too sad to do anything. now i cant say i wont cry at all on farewell anymore :/ you enjoy yourself there yeah!
looking forward to camp! pt's going to be so fun. we're going to be so sadistic but i dont really care do i? it's the only exercise they'll be doing?!!!!! haha! and campfire and sec4 item :/ uh some people are so rubbish. oh and we did gateway trial and some people are perhaps just too direct. oh wells. WHY CANT GATEWAY JUST LOOK LIKE A DINOSAUR OR A DRAGON?!!!!! :( jiayou gateway people for the actual one alright! oh we had enrolment practise too and i totally dont know my left and right. malu shit. heehee.
okay fine, now i'll keep my promise and go and study. anw people! i cant load the photo we took at phantom onto the com! :( maybe i'll try my other com some time soon :D
SIXTEEN MORE DAYS.
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i realise i havent updated for two weeks. hoho. this past 2 weeks has indeed been eventful and filled with many emotions. well, i'll just update about the main stuff.
last saturday, had guides and i felt like a postman finding people to return their test papers.
over the week, I PAID MORE ATTENTION IN CLASS THAN USUAL. during all the science lessons, i listen at least for HALF the lesson. (more than usual! :D) but me and mons were called by teachers still :O
thursday, gateway was cancelled, due to heavy rain.
FRIDAY - LAST OFFICIAL FRIDAY GUIDES SESSION.
but i spent it doing gateway.
rushed for gateway right after extra lessons, it's almost completed but i think it'll fail again cause the den's lock and so couldnt get pegs. ohwells. then some irritating idiot wanted us to COME BACK ON SAT FROM 730 TO 10 TO TAKE IT DOWN. 1. not last minute at all- so much for being concerned for students welfare. hoho. 2. scared that PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS WILL PLAY. like the whole sch feels up the field. i'm sure. me and ethel refused to give in. so tmr we're going to BARRICADE it or sth.
then sang taps, and 3 cheers. few sec4s started crying while others slowly realised is our last session. honestly, it took all i had to hold back. until i walked away. i remember practically everything we've done in guides, since s2. (s1 was...am glad i changed :D)
i think i'll cry like mad on 16 june (sorry kor it's your bday but i dont think i can CELEBRATE :( ) even if i dont cry there, well i hate crying in front of people. i'll just break at home. :O it's been like my life, two and a half years, of so many things. i cant bear to let go so easily. dear friends, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.
and to you who are not going for camp, thank you so much. friendship is indeed amazing, sorry for all the wrongs i've done, thank you so much, for EVERYTHING. no matter what has ever happened. and to those who are going for camp, well there's still less than a month to go, let's cherish the rest of the time we have left!
and i want to study at the sec1 quad every friday!!! :D TIME PASSES FAST, indeed.
i'll save the rest for 16 june, IF i have the mood to blog
SATURDAY-MAY'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
it was darn hilarious. seriously. tricked her so many times, she really believed us. like going to EXQUISITE RESTAURANT, when it was subway, going shopping when it was to waste time, going for boat ride when it was esplanade for phantom. and she didnt even realise she was watching phantom yesterday until we told her. super slow. and her " i pity xun min for last year" remarks, when she had no idea what was on the sunglasses, believeing that she looked COOL, when she actually looked RIDICULOUS. well may, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, am glad for you and that you enjoyed it! :)
doing my last guides logbook now. i'll miss everything about guides :(
THIS IS RETARDED. go take it though. :D
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/418111
and i realise it's 130am now and there's school tmr. oh crap.
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heck everything, am freaking high now. due to the most retarded reason on earth. I FINISHED HAYDN'S STUPID SCORE. -cheers. after an entire evening and night, crossed over to the wee hours of the morning (now!) am pleasantly surprised i didnt give up halfway. which means my this weekend has been fulfilling one way, yet wasted away in another. 1. i studied bio, didnt write my wonderful notes cause no time and i keep falling asleep :O 2. i read through physics textbok successfully 3. I compiled haydn's smyphony's notes :) BUT. i totally didnt touch hmwk. oh wells, shall rush in class i guess.
AND SOMEONE TOTALLY KILLED MY MOOD cause she refuses to tell me sth about sth! :O oh wells, some people are purely mean, AREN'T THEY? HAHAHA. :P (oh be glad, i actually mentioned you :D )
okay fine. truthfully, some people ARE nice at TIMES. it just depends on when those times are. when that SOME PERSON is nice, she's QUITE COOL -tries not to cough. and AMAZING, NICE, SWEET, uh you name it (blinks) and this i can say. she's damm friendly! heehe!
now am high for real :D
MANCHESTER UNITED HAS WON THE TITLE (since 2003?!)
MANCHESTER UNITED IS LOVE ~
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[06 May 2007|12:22pm] |
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my mum went overseas AGAIN. like shopping?! boo hoo.
it was one of the most fulfilling in a way, guides session this yr :D
oh wells, so this week is like going to be some kind of killer week. i want to do well for all my tests! but i have this strong feeling i wont, cause there's not enough time (am not exactly a very prepard person. heehe.) 3tests, one spa, one huge midyr exam in 3days. W-O-W.
i shall be hardworking today, and everyday this week :) time to work hard! :O audrey just told me this : EDWARD CULLEN (the vampire guy from the twilight series :D) IS BORN ON JUNE 20 1901. that's like so cool and hilarious!!!
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I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. like srsly damm sleepy :( reading geog makes me sleepy, but i feel determined to do well! :O due to my currently not improvin but deproving grades heehe! let me hope that studying geog well pay off for once :)
i've learnt my lesson, i think.
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oh gosh, i've decided to start studying hard for real, looking at the crazy amount of tests coming up and esp in week eight :( i dont think i'll be able to cope though. still, i shall really start studying hard seh. my results are like going down down down oops.
SO. today woke up at TEN oh FIVE when lessons started at TEN. walked into class half an hour late, malued like shit. haha! lessons were a bore as usual, oops. :D then lunched at subway (i love cookies!) and went back to school in the rain.
then sports day was supposed to be erm fun, well it didnt turn out all tht well in the end.
one. some people pissed me off, especially so. there's such thing called respect you knw, and you still can laugh and play about it. come on lah, and that's also the reason why.
two. i dont think i can call you a friend any longer, ive given you too long and way too many chances to correct your mistakes maybe my hopes were too high.
three. me may and xm did shit work again. them while others watch, do them and get no credit, treated like slaves. we just love it dont we. you ask, we must give. we ask, we wait for weeks. oh wells, i forgot, we like to do shit work dont we.
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she said this doesnt hurt she said i finally had enough
plus point though, at least face down is first on top 20 :)
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PHANTOM IS UNBELIEVABLY COOL OKAY. watched it on saturday, met xunmin there and she saw a whole other bunch of sng girls :O haha! the lighting and props were damm nice and super real. and the singing was like awesome. (though there was this woman who sang so freaking high, me and my friends cldn't understand a word) haha! and i love the songs! :D shall ask yuka. tomio to help to burn. haha! the whole entire musical is the best i've ever seen, comparable to FOB concert in a way! I WANT TO WATCH PHANTOM AGAIN. but am broke, or rather i need to save for SHOPPING. :D
SHOPPING LATER. it's going to be weird :O oh wells i still look forward to it though! :D meeting xm earlier to go ps first. haha! then meeting the rest at orchard. we're not a clique! or are we? ahh i dont like cliques :( going to make patrol tee, my drawing is super ERMM. as you all knw, i cant draw for nuts. haha!
oh wells, i just wasted the whole weekend away as usual. studying in school does help so much better and more productive though we play alot. oops. i feel like running, i think am obssessed. well i SHANT run tmr or i'll die for the actual 2.4 on wed, as i did last week :/
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my week of acheivements, not acadamically but wells.
FOUR days, THIRTY rounds. w xm :D (my classmates all called me crazy :( well cant i love running? :D )
SAVED money, spent 5plus bucks in FIVE days. (so now i have 90bucks to shop with, i think i'll get some from my mum considering the amount of stuff i feel like buying plus farewell stuff :O )
STUDIED AMATHS (though i kept falling asleep, at least i studied after freaking myself out with a calculation of 25pts if i dont improve, but i've so far progressed :D ) as long as i can do better than the last, am happy!
started on GATEWAY <3 finally (but we have to wait till after sports day now, wth lah. ITS FREAKING LATE BY ONE MTH?!!! )
PHANTOM tmr. see you there xunmin! :D and i cant wait for SHOPPING. it's been a long time since i last went out, like really go out (kind of deprived huh.) oh wells, spent alot of other unofficial times playing though. ( realised blogging happy stuff makes me less sad )
i've made too many mistakes.
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[19 Apr 2007|10:48am] |
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been studying for amaths, hope i dont do as badly again :O
friday: went for rgs campfire, me and may represented sngg and went up on stage and SANG MUNERU VALIBA. (embarrassingly hilarious) well, at least am xunmin and may's ng! haha!
saturday, ssunday: usual weekend.
monday: deal with xm, we can only spend ONE BUCK a day. study session, kept poking xm's head as she slept. HER HEAD IS SOFT. haha!
tuesday: (found out that hard work does pay off, sth. got a shock though :D) and OH MY GOODNESS LAH. damm funny. ran 5 rounds during recess w xm, 4 after school at this tortise pace. :) and we SIGNED A CONTRACT. with may. and jun's our witness. a damm retarded contract. may. wait and see, we'll really do it after O's! :D she was damm scared to sign the contract while me and xm kept pressurising her to. study session, till quite late again.
wednesday: boring mep. was craving for subway cookies since i woke up, but didnt buy in the end --- save money -.- hahha!
well my life has been filled with retardedly hilarious stuff :)
and i can only spend a total of 85cents today and tmr, :O
gateway later, tmr and saturday, finally :D BUT IT MEANS I CANT GET MY 12 HOUR WEEKENDLY SLEEP this weekend. cause saturday's phantom and sunday's church and monday SHOPPING :D
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chem test later, hopefully it wont be bad. or my ppr this term can just say goodbye to it. and to my june hols too, though there's not much left :O ahha! tmr's rgs campfire! my first, and probably last campfire i'll be going to, this yr..and forever? :(
anyone wants to buy for me minutes to midnight? : )
only hope, will it fly by again?
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What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...
i miss my friend.
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i had this bad sleep last night.
slept at one plus, reading NEW MOON (goodness me, it's damm nice :D) then at 3plus, i heard this loud water gushing and splattering sound which woke me up, i thought it was raining heavily when i realised, ITS COMING FROM MY TOILET?! checked and how wonderful, my whole toilet was flooded cause the pipe burst. couldnt sleep again till 4plus and after that i DREAMT about the water pipe, and telling my mum that it burst and how to repair it -.- and i kept tossing and turining in bed and waking up cause it was freaking hot. and when i woke up finally at 12plus, i realised it was so damm humid plus hot cause the water in the toilet was evaporating but no windows were open. blahh. i shall rmb to open my toilet windows bef sleeping next time.
oh wells, good friday ytd, went for the cl mass with mel! :) and my other friends said i look super diff?! ahha. okay maybe it was cause i was wearing heels (well i didnt plan to go for cl mass.) went to celebrate my aunt's 50th bday after that. and my two cousins are totally crazy. well it was hilarious watching that small boy fighting himself haha!
tuesday's physics spa, i didnt bring home my file. boohoo.
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